You know that feeling where you just want to jump off a cliff? Yeah, that’s how I feel right now. I’m crying uncontrollably for so many different reasons and I’d probably sound like a blubbering little shit if I even attempted to explain any of it. I’m really happy and scared and tired and proud and I want to puke out my guts and I kind of want to fucking kill myself because I don’t handle a million really different emotions exploding inside of me at once. I wish I could fly. I wish I didn’t feel like a wandering ghost headed for nowhere, but that’s how I feel. I’m sick of waiting, and I’m sick of trying my best to hold on.